I’m still not quite sure what happened exactly. Maybe it was the isolation and having no outside distractions. It could have been me adhering to Solomonic purity rites at the time, in conjunction with general prayer/meditation (that I usually do when I’m gearing up for a ritual operation). I even read (instinctively and not really knowing any better) “Song of Songs” under the Solomon painting “for fun” during Passover week. I was also working intensively on the painting almost nonstop, trying to get it finished as fast as I could.
So I could have been in a really good mindset / really open 3rd eye… Or I’m just a crazy person.
I noticed a lot of mysterious things during the last Passover week. The ones that stick out the most were when my husband was present. I was sick somewhat during that time. I had a throat infection and was taking antibiotics. I was worried I would get worse rather than better. I remember my husband coming home one evening and we were talking in the kitchen.
I was cleaning my boveda (altar) at the time, so the bible was on the countertop amongst other things, opened to “Song of Songs”. As my husband continued to talk, I saw a blue light emanating from his mouth that turned on and off as he spoke. It was like he had a mini light bulb in his mouth. He caught me staring and I told him why. I apologized and we continued our conversation.
On the night of Passover itself, we decided to go see a movie and have dinner. My phone was ringing off the hook that night. As I got off the phone, I noticed something weird on my husband’s forehead. It looked like shadows at first then like something that was drawn across with charcoal. I told him to wipe his forehead at first thinking he touched something.
Here is my drawing of what I saw.
It was when it started to pulse a neon yellow glow that it really caught my attention. I couldn’t tell if it was Arabic or not but it didn’t look Hebrew to me. I took a pen and paper and proceeded to draw the symbols down. Then just as suddenly as it had appeared, it vanished. It was there just long enough for me to draw it.
This happened just before midnight. I did not see this on anyone else in the room around us. Matter of fact, the restaurant got “dark.” Magicians who do ritual work will know what I mean by that. It’s a feeling you get once you enter a magic circle. You do your banishing, then your calls, etc. then you enter into this floating dark “space” where the outside world falls away. It becomes really quiet and the air becomes heavy.
Afterwards I attempted to look up the meaning of the symbols, but didn’t have much luck. The closest equivalent I could find was ancient Arabic or Hebrew letters. It put me in mind of the old tales of the Golem, where the words for “Life” and “Death” were inscribed on its head to bring the golem to life.
Maybe we all have something similar on our heads that we usually can’t see or unaware of? It scared me and I wondered if there was any real significance for me seeing this. My husband is Jewish if that means anything. I’m wondering why Arabic (if it is) and not Hebrew?
What do you think? Am I on to something or just dismiss it? Post your comments below.